Freakin out!

Apparently almost every SPM leavers in Malaysia apply the MARA scholar..me included..and apparently the JPA's are not available for the medicine for this year which also means more super ingenious doctor-to-be competing for the same lucky spot of having our studies sponsored by MARA..dang!so tomorrow is the BIG day..its the interview!!!and im totally freakin out!as we all know,i am a shy girl *winkwink* haha..nah actually its just another way to put 'low self esteem and coward'..especially when the iv will be done in full english..OH MY ENGLISH!..im not too bad in english..but thats only applied when i am writing..but iv means SPEAKING *scream in terror*..aku nie dah ar memang jenis cakap slow(means in volume not in speed)..and kalau iv memang konfem2 ar kena cakap kuat and confident kan..which is quite tragic as they both were my biggest weaknesses *nangis jap*..so off course im nervous..currently im only preparing my best..bace link2 blog2 yg org bagi..buat survey soalan ape yg dorng hadap mase iv..and now its 1.24 am and chatting with syifa arguing our points about this haha (well not exactly arguing)..just testing ourselves hehe..ok so please pray for our success and may the best of luck for us..Amin :)